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its too early.

Tue Nov 3, 2009, 6:52 AM
I kind of fail at updates, right?

I; Sorry for the lack of art. I have actually been working on some things, I just don't ever feel like finishing them. If I had a camera to take a picture of everything, to prove that I was working on it, I would. But my camera's screen cracked over the summer, and I don't have the money to get a new one right now.

II; My mom is signing me up for a therapist. I love how you can take therapist, and get rapist from it. (: Well, don't be surprised if they start shoving pills down my throat and I change., oh boy.

III; while i am not over mat, i have someone else, someone more important. will i love him more? maybe not...

IV; my birthday is this month, i wonder if any of you remember??? if you do, just tell me happy birthday. i know i don't always remember to say it to you, but believe me, i try to remember...

brandon; october 4th?
nicole; i never knew yours
drianna; october 25th
kamilla; may 18th?
jen; is yours in may too?
sam; september...28th?

V; I just wanted a five.... *shot* 8D

  • Mood: Lazy

i like dwelling too much.

Sun Oct 18, 2009, 3:20 PM
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Even though him and I broke up, and even though he hates me and says shit about me, reading that journal makes me so happy. Because honestly, that was before I dated him, things were perfect. I shouldn't have acted on those feelings, I should have stayed single and let Amanda get him. Shoulda, coulda, woulda; fucking idiot for not letting it happen that way.

I love you<3

  • Mood: Gloomy

guess what?

Mon Oct 12, 2009, 6:21 PM

Jacob's a fucking disgusting scumbag who lies~

<333333
I love being a bitch. oh shMegan, I get it from youuu.

  • Mood: High

S I G H T L E S S

Mon Oct 12, 2009, 4:27 AM

So I have fantastic friends, y'know?

Drianna; you're the worst friend I could have ever had. You pretended like you care, but if you did, where are you now? You sat there as each day went by, ignoring what would have been obvious. You were someone I felt super close to, but whens the last time we hung out? Don't make it like its your mom; because you always hang out with everyone else && the one time I ask for a second of your time, you can't. Thats impossible, stop lying. Just be honest, that you don't like me. I'd say the same for you but , i still love you. anything, i'd tear out my eyes for you my dear. anything, to see everything that you do. Anything, I'd tear out my soul for you, my dear. oh my dear. Anything, to feel everything as you do./

Jacob; you're a riot. You were there for me, the way Drianna should have been. So I grew attached to you quickly, lovingly. It took me a while to realize that I felt for you as a brother, nothing else. I looked to you for happiness, relied on you, before and after Mat. And you tell him that I did/tried to sleep with you? I would never do something like that with you, you're so gross! You pressed your mouth on mine and got me a star. And said we never, can truly, know who we are

Everyone else who hurt me; you just suck in general. But I still love you<3

  • Mood: High

so this one guy said he'd fuck me.

Wed Oct 7, 2009, 5:12 PM

Unless we're talking hookers. I know no one in the high school would want to sleep with me, and I don't really know anyone out of this town.

Well don't be so sure, I would fuck you.

Thats a shock.


Well I would.

i don't see why though.


Because you have a pretty nice body. So, I'd fuck you. lol.



SO I guess he's my fuck buddy? haha. booty calll~

  • Mood: Neutral

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